fandom and its dogmatic bullshit doesn't help, like how some get so upset about the possibility of a stranger, somewhere in the world that they will never meet, playing a game the wrong way because it might add accessibility options or difficulty sliders.

Adult hobbies > Gaming

Try Ghost of Tsushima or other great games but only short ones, avoid no man sky for now or other long games. Let it rest for a while and come back to it later.