This is not intended as rage bait.
Already in my Amiga time in the beginning of the 90's I was mostly interested in programming in AmigaBASIC and uning utility programs to paint, making music, etc., while all my friends ever did with their Amigas was playing games.
And now I sometimes really wish to be able to sit down with a game and relax playing it for a couple of hours. And I found Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2 which hooked me for some time in multiplayer. But nobody is playing it anymore so the servers are empty. Also because I play so seldom I'm just dying all the time and can't really emerge into the game if I find a server with people on it.
Sometimes I buy a game because it looks so cool and the idea behind it is so awesome. Like for example Grand Theft Auto on the PlayStation, which is such a big open world. Or just a month ago I bought Cyberpunk 2077 because I have the hardware for it (graphics card which I'm normally use for AI) and Steam made it a bit cheaper.
But then I start the game and walk around not really knowing what to do, I try to follow the tutorials which are so boring, and then I just give up and close the game.
And this happens with all kind of games, browser games, AAA games, indie games, doesn't matter the genre.
Actually I'm playing https://www.twilightwars.com/ with some friends who are all in a 8h different timezone. Because it's a turn based game we still can play together. It's kind of fun but remembering all the mechanics is difficult and the build in help is worthless, so I often have to chat with my friends to ask about how to do things.
Nice. Glad you found something you are enjoying.
You can try board games, or video game version of board games.