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Not exactly the same, but starting out I felt really apprehensive about going out in overly feminine clothing. I guess I was embarrassed about possibly looking like a parody of a woman, or maybe just doing something new that I wasn't used to. Anyway, the times when I gave in to my fear and wore something plain and androgynous, I'd feel terrible, like I was suppressing myself. I wanted to look and feel pretty and feminine!
So whenever I was choosing my clothes for the day and I felt that "are you sure?" fear, I remembered that feeling of betraying myself by not wearing what I wanted to. At first I did have to force myself a bit, kind of not think about what I was doing, but as soon as I got outside and realized that nobody cared what I was wearing, I could relax and enjoy feeling good about myself. It got a lot easier pretty quickly after that.
I guess my answer is yeah, it is scary and I totally understand being reluctant to take that first step. (On the other hand, you've already come out and are using a new name! I'd have thought that was a much bigger hurdle than a few clothes.) Try not to think too hard about it. You're just ordering clothes; you don't have to wear them, or show them to anybody. Then you can just wear them in your room; nobody has to see. And finally when you're used to that, make a short trip outside, or whatever. Baby steps. If at any point it turns out you don't like it, you can always stop, no harm done, right?
Also that feeling of betraying yourself that you described is exactly how I felt too which kind of helps with imposter syndrome actually
for imposter syndrome, I highly recommend reading Yes, You Are Trans Enough by Mia Violet, that book was really helpful for me when I first transitioned 💜
Yes! I second that. I grew up in a similar environment and it was very reassuring to read about Mia's experiences and thoughts.
I really appreciate the advice I think I'm gonna just try buying some fem clothes tomorrow
Thank you so much I really appreciate the advice <3