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It is possible to commit no mistakes and still lose. That is not a weakness. That is life.
(startrek.website)
Feels like a weakness some days.
Love you guys. Make sure to tell your friends and family you love them too. Never know what they might be dealing with and it could help more than you know.
Chief engineer may be a particularly stressful job, especially when dealing with temporal mechanics, plus a well-meaning though demanding S.O., making time for your child, managing PTSD from that imaginary 20 year stint... what was I talking about? Eh screw it, let's just head to Quark's for a pint, a round of darts, and wait for this whole thing [existence] to blow over.
Don't forget the time you watched yourself die, then went back in time to take his place in causality.
Or the time you lost your daughter and she grew up feral on an abandoned planet.
I was trying to be delicate with the whole "temporal mechanics" wibbly-wobbly, timey-whimey thing, but no no, let's put it up on front street. Bartender...