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I feel like I'm always "just chilling"๐คฆโโ๏ธ ๐ฌ
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Sort of... I'm just chilling in the least relaxing manner you could imagine where I'm constantly stressed about the things I'm not doing.
I just forget about the things I should be doing. Not that I mean to, but it's the pinnacle of ignorant bliss
I, honestly, consider it a blessing that every morning when I wake up I have nothing on my mind (except food and sex). I never wake up stressed about the day ahead - even if I'm excited I have a good thirty minutes or so of slow brain when I can blissfully relax.
My partner, to contrast, loads in every morning with a list - immediately.
But if I take enough loreazepam I can keep the anxiety at bay just a little longer
The lighter side of ADHD