There's only so many tragedy a person can handle before their quality of life taking a dip. If possible, better to find some kind of therapeutic care, preferably from a trained professional.
I recommend the book All About Love to OP. I think they'll see a lot of themselves in it.
Did use that as reference. And even federation tester for matrix shows everything working. At this point just think condwuit might be the source of the issue. Next weekend I'll try making a new server with good ol reliable.
I'm running conduwuit on docker but maybe that's the problem. Constant issues with joining certain rooms. Just says room not found. Unless matrix doesn't work via cloudflare tunnels??
Yeah, never a fan of this argument. Lioe saying straight people can't be homophobic lmao