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[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 2 points 2 days ago

Garage motor special $100 off? Hooray!

Now if only I could afford a garage…

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 1 points 3 days ago

Sorry, the point I was trying to make is that we will be able to know if any statement that is testable is correct.

I just wanted to clarify that your initial comment is only true when you are counting things that don’t actually matter in science. Anything that actually matters can be tested/proven which means that science can be 100% correct for anything that’s actually relevant.

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 1 points 3 days ago

Gödel’s theorem is a logical proof about any axiomatic system within which multiplication and division are defined.

By nature, every scientific model that uses basic arithmetic relies on those kinds axioms and is therefore incomplete.

Furthermore, the statement “we live in a simulation” is a logical statement with a truth value. Thus it is within the realm of first order logic, part of mathematics.

The reason you cannot prove the statement is because it itself is standalone. The statement tells you nothing about the universe, so you cannot construct any implication that can be proven directly, or by contradiction, or by proving the converse etc.

As for the latter half of your comment, I don’t think I’m the one who hasn’t thought about this enough.

You are the one repeating the line that “science doesn’t prove things” without realizing that is a generalization not an absolute statement. It also largely depends on what you call science.

Many people say that science doesn’t prove things, it disproves things. Technically both are mathematic proof. In fact, the scientific method is simply proving an implication wrong.

You form a hypothesis to test which is actually an implication “if (assumptions hold true), then (hypothesis holds true).” If your hypothesis is not true then it means your assumptions (your model) are not correct.

However, you can prove things directly in science very easily: Say you have a cat in a box and you think it might be dead. You open the box and it isn’t dead. You now have proven that the cat was not dead. You collected evidence and reached a true conclusion and your limited model of the world with regards to the cat is proven correct. QED.

Say you have two clear crystals in front of you and you know one is quartz and one is calcite but you don’t remember which. But you have vinegar with you and you remember that it should cause a reaction with only the calcite. You place a drop of vinegar on the rocks and one starts fizzing slightly. Viola, you have just directly proven that rock is the calcite.

Now you can only do this kind of proof when your axioms (that one rock is calcite, one rock is quartz, and only the calcite will react with the vinegar) hold true.

The quest of science, of philosophy, is to find axioms that hold true enough we can do these proofs to predict and manipulate the world around us.

Just like in mathematics, there are often multiple different sets of axioms that can explain the same things. It doesn’t matter if you have “the right ones” You only need ones that are not wrong in your use case, and that are useful for whatever you want to prove things with.

The laws of thermodynamics have not been proven. They have been proven statistically but I get the feeling that you wouldn’t count statistics as a valid form of proof.

Fortunately, engineers don’t care what you think, and with those laws as axioms, engineers have proven that there cannot be any perpetual motion machines. Furthermore, Carnot was able to prove that there is a maximum efficiency heat engine and he was able to derive the processes needed to create one.

All inventions typically start as proof based on axioms found by science. And often times, science proves a model wrong by trying to do something, assuming the model was right, and then failing.

The point is that if our scientific axioms weren’t true, we would not be able to build things with them. We would not predict the world accurately. (Notice that statement is an implication) When this happens, (when that implication is proven false) science finds the assumption/axiom in our model that was proven wrong and replaces it with one or more assumptions that are more correct.

Science is a single massive logical proof by process of elimination.

The only arguments I’ve ever seen that it isn’t real proof are in the same vein as the “you can’t prove the world isn’t a simulation.” Yep, it’s impossible to be 100% certain that all of science is correct. However, that doesn’t matter.

It is absolutely possible to know/prove if science dealing with a limited scope is a valid model because if it isn’t, you’ll be able to prove it wrong. “Oh but there could be multiple explanations” yep, the same thing happens in mathematics.

You can usually find multiple sets of axioms that prove the same things. Some of them might allow you to prove more than the others. Maybe they even disagree on certain kinds of statements. But if you are dealing with statements in that zone of disagreement, you can prove which set of axioms is wrong, and if you don’t deal with those statements at all, then both are equally valid models.

Science can never prove that only a single model is correct… because it is certain that you can construct multiple models that will be equally correct. The perfect model doesn’t matter because it doesn’t exist. What matters is what models/axioms are true enough that they can be useful, and science is proving what that is and isn’t.

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 13 points 3 days ago (10 children)

This is false. Godels incompleteness theorems only prove that there will be things that are unprovable in that body of models.

Good news, Newtons flaming laser sword says that if something can’t be proven, it isn’t worth thinking about.

Imagine I said, “we live in a simulation but it is so perfect that we’ll never be able to find evidence of it”

Can you prove my statement? No.

In fact no matter what proof you try to use I can just claim it is part of the simulation. All models will be incomplete because I can always say you can’t prove me wrong. But, because there is never any evidence, the fact we live in a simulation must never be relevant/required for the explanation of things going on inside our models.

Are models are “incomplete” already, but it doesn’t matter and it won’t because anything that has an effect can be measured/catalogued and addded to a model, and anything that doesn’t have an effect doesn’t matter.

TL;DR: Science as a body of models will never be able to prove/disprove every possible statement/hypothesis, but that does not mean it can’t prove/disprove every hypothesis/statement that actually matters.

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 2 points 4 days ago

Damnit I think I combined her with Artemis because that’s one of the weird birth stories I was talking about. Also yeah I really can’t believe I missed one of the main gods.

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 10 points 4 days ago (6 children)

For fun I’m going to try listing as many Greek deities as I can from memory, this will pale in comparison to the real total but it will be fun nonetheless (I’ve probably made many spelling mistakes)

  1. Zeus, king of pantheon of the gods who rules the sky and weather etc.
  2. Hera, wife of Zeus… one of the goddesses of fertility? And peacocks?
  3. Poseidon, god of water and horses and earthquakes
  4. Hades, god of the underworld who has a helm of invisibility
  5. Persephone, daughter of Demeter and wife of Hades goddess of spring
  6. Demeter, goddess of agriculture
  7. Hermes, god of messengers and thieves, has winged shoes
  8. Dionysus, god of wine and festivities
  9. Aphrodite, goddess of beauty (born of the corpse of the father of the titans… Ourous?)
  10. Artemis, goddess of strategy …and the moon?(multiple weird birth stories but all from Zeus’s body if I recall)
  11. Apollo, god of the sun, son of Zeus
  12. Ares, god of war
  13. Phobos, demigod or lesser god of fear, related to Ares
  14. Demos, same as above but for “terror”
  15. Hephaestus, god of machines and husband of Aphrodite
  16. Hestia, goddess of the hearth
  17. Lethe, river in Hades and god of sleep
  18. Eris, goddess of chaos
  19. Prometheus, titan who defied Zeus to give humanity fire and got his liver ripped out by eagles indefinitely
  20. Helios, titan of the sun (having multiple deities for the same thing happens a lot)
  21. Kronos, titan of time
  22. Gaia, Mother Earth and mother of titans
  23. Nyx, goddess of poison? Treachery?
  24. Charon, ferryman/guide of the dead (id call him a deity since people give him “offerings”)
  25. Hercules, half human, became a god via golden apples after completing tests intended to kill him
  26. Europa, titan, i don’t remember, exploration? She’s the namesake of Europe though, also I think she’s the one who fucked Zeus when he was a cow or something.
  27. Vulcan, titan of fire? Volcanos?

I don’t remember if Orion the hunter is just a hero/demigod or if he is a god. Same for Perseus.

Damn. That’s less than I thought. Can I name all nine muses still?

  1. Calliope (voice)
  2. Erato (you know)
  3. Uterpe (joy? Also I feel like there’s another name but I only remember this one because it’s weird)
  4. Thalia (song? )
  5. Urania (poets?)
  6. Clio (history?)
  7. Polyhymna (geometry?)
  8. Melpomene (tragedy)
  9. … I want to say turpentine which is definitely wrong, but I think it does begin with turp- and she’s the muse of dance?

Idk like half the muses are muses of song and there’s significant overlap in all of them if I recall correctly.

Anyway it’s late so I’m going to bed, I’ll see how wrong I was when I woke up lol

Oh also I have never played the game you mentioned but I have siblings who were very into the Percy Jackson books lol

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 1 points 6 days ago

I work in a lab, so yes, I understand how data science works. However, I think you have too much faith in the people running these scrapers.

I think it’s unlikely that ChatGPT would have had those early scandals of leaking people’s SSNs or other private information if the data was actually “cleared by a human team” The entire point of these big companies is laziness; I doubt they have someone looking over the thousands of sites worth of data they feed to their models.

Maybe they do quality checks on the data but even in that event, forcing them to toss out a large data set because some of it was poisoned is a loss for the company. And if enough people poison their work or are able to feed poison to the scrapers, it becomes much less profitable to scrape images automatically.

I previously mentioned methods for possibly slipping through automatic filters in the scraper (though maybe I mentioned that in a different comment chain).

As for a scraper acting like a human by use of an LLM, that sounds hella computationally expensive on the side of the scrapers. There would be few willing to put in that much effort, fewer scrapers makes DDOS like effect of scraping less likely. It would also take more time which means the scraper is spending less time harassing others.

But these are good suggestions. I suppose a drastic option for fighting a true AI mimicking a human would be to make all links have a random chance of sending any user to the tarpit. People would know to click back and try again, but the AI would at best have to render the site, process what it sees, decide it is in the tarpit, and then return. That would further slow down the scraper (or very likely stop/trap it) but that would make it slightly annoying for regular users.

In any case, at a certain point, trying to tailor an AI scraper to avoid a single specific website and navigate the traps for it would probably take more time and effort than sending a human to aggregate the content instead of an automated scraper

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 1 points 6 days ago (2 children)

Oh when you said arms race I thought you were referring to all anti-AI countermeasures including Anubis and tarpits.

Were you only saying you think AI poisoning methods like Glaze and Nightshade are futile? Or do you also think AI mazes/tarpits are futile?

Both kind of seem like a more selfless version of protection like Anubis.

Instead of protecting your own site from scrapers, a tarpit will trap the scraper, stopping it from causing harm to other people’s services whether they have their own protections in place or not.

In the case of poisoning, you also protect others by making it more risky for AI to train on automatically scraped data which would deincentivize automated scrapers from being used on the net in the first place

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 1 points 6 days ago (4 children)

With aggressive scrapers, the “change” is having sites slowed or taken offline, being basically DDOSed by scrapers ignoring robots.txt.

What is your proposed adaptation that’s better than countermeasures? Be rich enough to afford more powerful hardware? Simply stop hosting anything on the internet?

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 2 points 6 days ago

Okay, so I’m definitely not the most knowledgeable hacker, but the issue with an active AI hunter, to hunt and kill instead of setting tarots, is that you’d have to actually create an AI capable of of hacking the scraper.

This would mean tracing it back to the actual source and then hacking that source to destroy the scraper, and I’d bet that’s not an easy task even for a human.

But yeah honestly, creating an AI capable of hacking and fucking up certain systems and then setting it loose on the net really could cause a Datakrash like event if it can replicate itself like a virus on the hardware it infects.

Even better if you could find some way to have it mutate as it goes along but that’s pretty far fetched even for this already far fetched hypothetical.

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 1 points 6 days ago (6 children)

Isn’t that what the arms race is? Adapting to new situations?

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 2 points 6 days ago

I guess diversity of tactics probably is a good way to stop scrapers from avoiding the traps we set. Good on you for helping out. Also I like the name lol

On a slightly unrelated note, is rust a web dev language? I’ve been meaning to learn it myself since I’ve heard it’s basically a better, modern alternative to C++

 

I came across Nepenthes today in the comments under a post about AI mazes. It has an option to purposefully generate not just an endless pit of links and pages, but also to deterministically generate random, human-like text for those pages to poison the LLM scrapers as they sink into the tarpit.

After reading that, I thought, could you do something similar to poison image scrapers too?

Like if you have an art hosting site, as long as you can get an AI to fall into the tarpit, you could replace all the art it thinks should be there with distorted images from a dataset.

Or just send it to a kind of “parallel” version of the site that replaces (or heavily distorts) all the images but leaves the text descriptions and tags the same.

I realize there’s probably some sort of filter for any automated image scraper that attempts to sort out low quality images, but if one used similar images to the expected content, that might be enough to get through the filter.

I guess if someone really wanted to poison a model, generating AI replacement images would probably be the most effective way to speed up model decay, but that has much higher energy and processing power overhead.

Anyway, I’m definitely not skilled/knowledgeable enough to make this a thing myself even just as an experiment. But I thought you all might know if someone’s already done it, or you might find the idea fascinating.

What do you think? Any better ideas / suggestions for poisoning art scraping AI?

 

And look I grew up watching like cheesy Mormon missionary made movies, so I’ve seen some terrible movies. In fact, this movie did kind of remind me of those except unlike those, it had like 0 intentional OR accidental comedy.

The beginning was long and slow and bland and after the first fifteen minutes (which btw was for an exposition that could have been done in two scenes had they good writing or better actors or something?) every subsequent ten minutes of the film only existed because people made the dumbest decisions ever, over and over and over because if a single rational decision was made, the movie would have ended.

Look I am totally fine with campy thrillers like “Die Hard”where some suspension of disbelief needs to happen in order to make it more exciting.

This was not that. Imagine that, instead of saying “what would make this movie cooler?” and exaggerating the violence, explosions, or threats for suspense, they thought “how can we make this more frustratingly tedious while keeping the threat level roughly the same at all times.

Anyway, prepare for a rant. I’ll try to keep it relatively spoiler free (I failed, there are spoilers because there are basically only like three plot points lol) and yeah I’m in a mood so this will likely sound worse than it is. Honestly that’s what makes this worse is that if you do ignore the incompetence, it’s still not a good movie.

Let’s start at the beginning. This is going to be a spoiler because the scene is so short, but don’t worry: none of it is important.

This sketchy dude is picking up some mysterious bag from these Russian dudes in a greenhouse kind of front for the mob or something. All in all that’s fine. Setting a gun on the table, fine. Waiting till the guy has told you where the contraband is to kill him and his buddy? Perfectly coherent.

Do you know what isn’t coherent or rational? Lacing money with some toxic substance that kills the guy, then shooting his partner. Sure burning down the place to get rid of evidence is great but uh why the hell would you waste the money if you were fine using a gun? Why wait for his buddy to walk back in and not be more active about it, especially since these guys are bratva and his buddy WAS IN A SAFER LOCATION THAT YOU COULDNT DIRECTLY SEE where he could have GRABBED A GUN or RUN or MADE A PHONE CALL instead of running over to his dead friend WHO HE JUST SAW YOU KILL!

Honestly I was willing to excuse that scene before I learned the rest of the movie was even worse. Not only are there multiple times where grabbing a gun, running away, or making a phone call are options there are multiple times during which THEY HAVE A GUN AND CHOOSE NOT TO SHOOT A CORNERED DEFENSELESS VILLIAN WHILE HE MOCKS THEIR LIFE CHOICES.

You know in superhero movies when the villain gives a monologue when they have the hero captured and it gives the hero time to escape. Imagine that the hero isn’t captured, the villain is cornered, and he’s still just going on a monologue while there is imminent danger to other people and the hero is just kind of there. Sure the hero is acting slightly pissed off but not enough to use this gun he’s holding at a man willing and able to kill hundreds of innocent people if he escapes.

Oh did I mention they’re in an airport… on Christmas Eve… where they keep playing up how busy and horrible it is? Firing guns? Security guards acting suspicious and running around possibly with blood on them while everyone is chill?

Of course the bathroom was empty on the busiest day of the year with multiple hold ups due to a security guard dropped dead mysteriously and a dude—whose peers know he doesn’t drink—got fired for allegedly with no testing or evidence.

Oh and it’s not like the two different dudes who literally tell the main character they know he’s responsible for switching the coffee would ever stand up for their peer. No instead they just talk down to the main character about it as one of them LOSES HIS JOB for something that was done in an area with a fuck ton of cameras. Security cameras that are good enough to let the villains know a guy is doing a voice text on his watch, but not good enough to notice the worst fucking secret switcheroo ever.

Anyway, the whole thing could have been avoided if the dude had decided to do his job and not fuck around. You know like he was super determined to do? Like he was stressed about doing because he was really trying for once and whatnot? Yeah.

Oh and that other TSA agent sitting next to him? Yeah definitely couldn’t hear you talking to no one constantly all fucking night saying stuff about a “threat” or “Is it a bomb?” Or all the other huge alarm words you were saying OUTLOUD all fucking night.

I can kind of excuse the security guard death being seen as an accident and brushed over. See that is the kind of stuff you expect in dumb action movies.

What you don’t expect is that a man who is in a van full of weapons—one of which was a sniper rifle that at one point he had trained on his target through the infinitely many windows and easy openings of the airport—decides to pursue his target ON FOOT and using a tiny fucking POCKETKNIFE! Sure ooh maybe it has neurotoxins but uh WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU WANT TO GET SEEN ON FUCKING CAMERA TO CHASE YOUR TARGET THROUGH A CROWD WHEN YOU COULD ASSASINATE HER FROM A DISTANCE!!

Oh and guess what, he loses her in the airport and ends up TRYING TO RUN HER DOWN IN THE PARKING LOT!

Firstly, how did he get back to his car so fast and know exactly what door she’d come through? Secondly, WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU RUN OUTSIDE AND NOT INTO THE ARMS OF SECURITY PERSONNEL YOU KNOW PERSONALLY!!! Hell he even knifes this other tsa agent before she gets away… in the middle of a crowd… there is a very credible threat and instead of running towards her coworkers who are trained and have guns and can call in bigger guns, she runs to a random exit.

Circling back to “there is a very credible threat” THERE ARE MULTIPLE FUCKING CASUALTIES! In a crowded airport… with an initial 911 call and hangup before any of the chaos started. And even at the end of the movie only a single part of the airport is shutdown.

“Oh yeah we have a nerve gas threat that’s very credible in a closed environment densely populated with civilians and also planes that could possibly take it anywhere if these HIGHLY TRAINED AND INFINITELY CAPABLE TERRORISTS have any sort of backup plan. But it’s Christmas so I guess we can’t ground all flights or evacuate the airport or anything.”

Oh yeah and everyone is a fucking vigilante. It’s like no one else exists. Trained TSA agent who only got kicked out of police academy because he lied on a polygraph (which is bunk science and incredibly stupid btw): doesn’t get anyone else involved or ask for any help or try calling for the police on the many occasions he gets a second chance to do so.

Trained cop (or fed? Can’t recall) who find out about the nerve gas and survives an attempted murder and suffers significant trauma: doesn’t call in the real threat, or the fact she nearly got assasinated, or call in for backup till after she reaches the fucking airport.

There’s also just no fucking emotion. Everyone is cardboard. Sure there are some moments where ah look after ten minutes of telling us how you feel you appear a little sad, bravo.

Oh but hey the main guy does a good job looking anxious and throwing up due to stress which I guess is the excuse for not CALLING THE FUCKING COPS WHILE YOU HAD THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY! Call them and throw up at the same time moron!

Oh but don’t worry when the threat becomes even more real and he’s risking his own life (and plenty others because he’s a cocky dumbass now apparently) he’s suddenly not throwing up and is all heroic.

Then in the end it works out and he gets the job he wants for being so smart and cool under pressure despite the fact that four (six?) people, most of whom were his colleagues, are dead because he aided terrorists instead of using a single moment of common sense.

And at the end they’re all smiling as they walk through TSA to see their old friends. That’s dumb but see that is the funny kind of dumb, like the people in those medicine commercials that are smiling and then say something like “I have super-Ebola” See, that kind of stupid in a movie is funny.

Watching a bunch of people do the least smart thing in every circumstance with basically zero humorous circumstances and while they talk about nonsense that isn’t really important enough to care about but isn’t funny or useful for real character development either is just frustrating.

There are a couple of times when he’s getting dissed on that are funny but some of the lines that would be funny just add to this anxious frustration because of the timing.

I can excuse an action movie that is very predictable. I can excuse an action movie where you can fire guns around crowds and somehow no one hears a shot (see John Wick).

But this was just… bad. It really felt like corporate art. Like it felt like everything was AI, writing / acting and all. Except AI probably would have had comic relief.

Like the movie “Red One” feels like it was written by AI and just more corpo bullshit made for money not for entertainment, but at least there were parts that were vaguely humorous or even cliche humorous or just stupid weird.

Carry On had none of that. It was too stupid to be serious but was written/acted too serious to be funny so it was just… irritating.

One last thing that I’d like to add to my rant is that this movie is highly rated! Everywhere. I have no fucking clue how anyone would find this movie enjoyable as an action movie or “thriller” or whatever fucking genre it fails to meet the qualifications of.

(This sounds like targeting/baiting so I’d like to say that this is all still just my opinion and if you do end up liking this movie, don’t let me get in the way of your happiness, who gives a shit what an internet stranger thinks about something you enjoy eh? I just needed to vent.)

Anyway, if you read this, and decide to watch it, maybe going into it knowing it is dull will make the incompetence of the film at least slightly funny/entertaining

 
 
 

I don’t know if there already is a real Web 3.0 definition out there (the first search results I got were using web3.0 to promote crypto so fuck that definition) but like Web 1.0 was the internet being a way for specific scientists/hobbyists/organizations to send esoteric data right?

Web 2.0 is the shift over to creating and sharing content on a broad scale, people reaching out through the web to interact and express themselves. Creators and companies trying to reach out to be accessible by lots of people.

We went from “you have to put in work to send/receive data on the net” to “it is easy for you to send stuff to the net and recieve stuff from the net” to “the net knows where you live and begs you to give it data it can sell then takes that data even if you refuse”

We also went from “you want this info, you need to find someone with it, set up a connection, get it” to “now we have efficient search engines help you easily find what you want” to “the internet is now the library of babel but worse because all the nonsense is ‘AI’ which can sometimes convincingly look like it isn’t nonsense.”

Both those paths seem like direct continuation so I propose we use web3.0 as a term for the enshittified internet.

Thoughts? We can call the decentralization of the net 4.0 because it’s being spurred on in response to 3.0 yeah?

 
 

cross-posted from: https://sh.itjust.works/post/32881734

Baseball is occult

 

cross-posted from: https://sh.itjust.works/post/32728471

Deleuzian Rule

 

I noticed a few months ago that while I don’t like taking my meds when I don’t have anything to do, I feel the desire to take my meds before going to do things with my family members. It feels like I’m less anxious and frustrated with them when I’m medicated.

I looked into it and it looks like Adderall might weakly act like an SSRI, so it might be kind of like microdosing anxiety meds.

Well, yesterday, for an unrelated reason, I decided to take an extra dose of my meds.

WARNING: DONT DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS UNLESS YOUVE TALKED TO A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL.

Don’t worry I did let my psychiatrist know before hand. This experiment was meant to just make the focus effects last the whole day by starting earlier with my other doeses and then taking two extra half doses spread out in the early evening.

Fun fact, 40mg is the max recommended dose and I ended up taking 45mg. I don’t intend to take that much ever again. It wasn’t horrible but it did feel like I passed the point of it helping me focus.

After taking the first extra half I felt my heart rate go up and I got a slight tension headache, but I felt okay enough to take the other half. I expected it to make me more tense or more jittery, but at what I assume was the peak, I felt the opposite. For the entire peak and rest of the evening, I felt just incredibly calm.

My heart rate was even lower than it typically is on meds (though still high). But the weirdest part was that I just felt calm. My muscles didn’t even feel that tense. I was not able to focus all that well, (which means 45mg is too much Adderall lol) but I was fine with that.

I didn’t feel any high or happiness, honestly I felt bored but I was just like fine with that. I didn’t feel the urge to listen to music or watch something but I also could listen to music or watch something without feeling annoyed like I do when I want some stimulation but nothing is the right stimulation.

I even scrolled on lemmy for a bit but saw it was all more trump and Elon bullshit and instead of doomscrolling compulsively I just put my phone down. I mean it was literally like Nirvana. I had no desires or happiness but honestly I was just fine with that.

Anyway, my best guess is that I took enough adderall that it started acting like anxiety meds. I do have generalized anxiety which I haven’t gotten medicated for because I still have some irrational desire to not take meds, but that’s not the topic of this post. What I want to know is do any of you feel similar calming effects from your meds?

It really seems counterintuitive for stimulants to make you less anxious. And hey Methylphenidate made me wayy more anxious than adderall. Oh, also I don’t feel any high from adderall, (especially at that dose I took last night since I got a slightly annoying stress headache). I don’t feel withdrawal either even when I take a break after a long period of constantly being on my meds. Hell I still have to force myself to take my meds every day, so I guess it’s just not giving any sort of reward to trigger habit formation. Anyway, I say all this because I’m wondering if not getting adrenaline or pleasure from the adderall is correlated with being able to notice a calming effect from it. Anyone feel like their experience supports/weakens that hypothesis?

 

cross-posted from: https://sh.itjust.works/post/32197731

Anon just wants to enjoy his movie

 
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