its_me_xiphos

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[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 35 points 1 week ago

Im going to start physical mailings and cold emails. I'm over this job market, its AI/ATS nonsense, and the people who think its OK.

[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 5 points 1 week ago

JFC...I had to take a second to blink and realize you were being facetious. I totally expected him to rename the medal.

[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 13 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Not great. My job is ending in ~10 weeks. Academic. My market is saturated and some. The amount of rejection letters for applications rivals the post 2008 world. Tried everything. Trying to continue my work, seek funding, but I don't do grants and schmoozing for money well. I'm starting to wonder if I'm aging out or just so far down the pecking order that the surge of new and fleeing academics is making it impossible to continue. Lots of doubt. I get so much joy from my classroom, my students. And I may not get to do that again. Its terrifying and is shaping my day, overwhelming the good that is there.

So I'm scared, doubtful, and its compounding.

[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 1 points 2 weeks ago

I find some of the subreddits that aren't attractive for selling/marketing are ok. Otherwise...it's been falling faster than my self-confidence. Which is pretty damn fast.

[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 2 points 2 weeks ago

I'm new here. I've sat on short stories and some other works for too long. I've been writing a children's adventure story which started as a gift to my kid. I finished rewriting it and completed a first draft that I'm going to table and come back to re-read.

In the interim, I started writing a sci-fi novella based on academics facing authoritarian takeover and punishment. Something I sadly know a little about.

[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 1 points 2 weeks ago

I have yes. It's a hefty sub fee IMO.

[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 5 points 2 weeks ago

I made some stupid anxiety driven mistakes and luckily did not get hurt too much for it. A grant I was working on, rather rushed new organization, was shit and I was politely told just to stop as it wasn't going to work. 3 months of work, but learned my lesson to slow down and not rush forward. Now if I can only maintain that lesson for the rest of my days.

[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 8 points 4 weeks ago

Thanks for the suggestions and info everyone. I have some testing to do!

 

I'm using Boostcamp at the moment: free version, not open source, and its bothering the hell out of me. Limited. Bloated. Paywalls. I love the detailed programs and routines, and have not found a similar replacement. Any recommendations that include:

Routine creating

Custom exercises

Access to existing database of workouts (most important).

[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 5 points 1 month ago

Academic here. I'm arguing amongst my colleagues that, practically, its already a hybrid regime. What's that? Think China or Iran. Some local autonomy, some voting, but the real power is centralized in one person or party. A touch of aged democracy with a heavy dose of authoritarianism baked at 451 degrees.

The Constitution is not worthless, not bynany means. Its useful but in a new way. It has been co-opted into the regimes (and it is a regime now) ruling apparatus. A nostalgic and nebulous rallying cry when needed, and a useless piece of paper that doesn't apply when necessary. Because the rule of law, that all important and oft misunderstood phrase, is truly dead, the regime can and is doing whatever it wants.

There may be a few moments of respite, a court case win a back off there, but those are strategic withdrawals. Distract and redirect.

That's all. Keep your heads up, fight for a better tomorrow even if today is lost.

[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 2 points 1 month ago

Tree fiddy is the only price I'm willing to pay.

[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 13 points 1 month ago

I'm not quite sure how to jump into this, so here we go.

I've found myself unable to get new work but am in a position that I know my job is gone in 3 months. Academic, no funding.

I've been using Claude to parse through job postings and help me tailor a CV or resume. I never, if at all, even get a rejection email. I'm sad to say but leaving academia is going to likely be a survival issue. The prospect of having to get passed AI screeners is insane to me. AI is ruining so much in ordinary everyday life so rapidly that I'm frankly shocked...and I did climate disaster research so I'm hard to shock.

[–] its_me_xiphos@beehaw.org 6 points 1 month ago

Thank you. I just needed to read that.

 

Hey all,

I'm on the last few months of my contract, in higher ed. While I try to find work that's more permanent, I do count myself lucky to be in a better position to offer help with little worry of reprucussions. In brief, I am trying to do whatever I can to support my LGBTQ+ students who are terrified. I'm a tough person, like I've seen some shit (war) but its breaking my soul feeling powerless here in the States.

Any suggestions, organizations, or other ideas I could have at the ready if a student needs help? I just want to be the best ally and empathetic human I can from my position, while I can.

I'm also being cautious since its getting harder to know who and what to trust, but ideas on exercising greater caution when offering help are welcome too. Sad I have to even convey that...

 

Been having too much fun using LLMs hosted locally, but can't seem to get Ollama's chat with documents to work well. Lots of "what are you talking about? There are no documents here" issues. Does anyone have any recommendations to either a) figure out what's going wrong or b) Alternative locally hosted options that chat with documents works well with (GPT4all or something?)

 

I was very excited to learn about this project...only to discover it's neither free nor open source. Does anyone know of any true open source and accessible tools for Syllabus sharing/curating/researching?

 

I'm new to the field of large language models (LLMs) and I'm really interested in learning how to train and use my own models for qualitative analysis. However, I'm not sure where to start or what resources would be most helpful for a complete beginner. Could anyone provide some guidance and advice on the best way to get started with LLM training and usage? Specifically, I'd appreciate insights on learning resources or tutorials, tips on preparing datasets, common pitfalls or challenges, and any other general advice or words of wisdom for someone just embarking on this journey.

Thanks!

 

Forgive my ignorance, but I've got a question concerning OCR tools. Until now, I have utilized a paid service to upload, scan, convert them to searchable documents, and store my handwritten Uni notes. Handwritten because, frankly, my brain seems to engage with the content "better" than by digital note-taking.

It worked fine for what I needed, so I have never investigated open-source or had actual ownership/control over my uploaded notes before. As my work expands and the database of notes grows, maintaining data privacy is a huge concern, and I do not want to use the same system for interviews and such. My Uni has been, well, unhelpful sadly.

Are there any recommendations for having a similar system that puts more control and privacy in my hands?

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