I struggle with existentialism, mostly since 2020, but also my upbringing.
Since 2020 I kinda just realized everything is bullshit. I used to think everything was bullshit before 2020, but 2020 and the years since seem to shove it in our faces that [America] actually is bullshit. It's just like.... Trying to point out a car accident right in front of someone and them not being able to see it.
I don't see any order and when there is order it's only for those that profit from the rules. No one actually helps ime even if it's their profession. Going to my states mental health program made me feel like such a criminal. And they did nothing to help.
As far as I'm concerned Reddit=Facebook=Twitter...
Although, it would be nice to see more actual useful communities that don't just latch on to pop politics, news culture, and media trends.