I know you've heard it, but seriously, the biggedst hurdle to learning programming is having a solution looking for a problem. You can learn all kinds of stuff in the abstract, but your brain will either handwave over it or bounce off, if it can't contextualise the knowledge into a problem-solving tool.

A source of small but genuine needs is the scarcest resource.

I know the world has moved on to big cosy high-level languages that let you think semantically about everything but honestly I'm still a big fan of starting with C; it is something of an austere discipline, but it gives you a boots-on-the-ground view of the problems you're working with, and I think that really helps shape your understanding of what you're dealing with.

(you could do a fair bit worse than the game 'human resource machine' for a slightly gentler introduction, then pick up some exercises in C, then move to python or similar - it will let you appreciate the cosy high-level stuff, and have a better feel for why you're doing stuff)