Thanks for judging me and my alleged personality failures

You are voluntarily continuing to sabotage your own well being with your ruinous beliefs. Passive-aggressive sarcastic statements don't protect you from that and they even fail your own standards of "self improvement" unless sulking and pouting is part of your manliness regimen.

when you know nothing about me beyond what I type on internet

This isn't 2003. The internet's been around long enough for that 4chan lie about how the nazis on 4chan were only ironic nazis has ceased to be convincing. People more often than not are what they present themselves as on the internet and the mask of anonymity just makes people like you show us what you really are beneath offline social expectations.

I am enlightened and will soon reach divinity by your holy life crippling blessings.

Again, your passive-aggressive sarcastic sulking is not doing anything for you here.