I'm not trying to convert you, atheism is fine and has a lot going for it. So give the persecution complex a rest. Having to share a world where other people are granted their own rights, does not necessarily infringe on your rights. You think your freedom is infringed because people get days off on theist holidays? That's like when straight people complain about gay marriage. Don't like gay marriage? Nobody is forcing straight people to be gay. Don't like theist holidays? Then don't celebrate them.

And you say yourself that if God themself came down, you would still not belief in God? That's like when a Christian says that no amount of evidence contradicting the Bible can shake their faith in the Bible. The whole idea with atheism is to be skeptical and evidence-based. And yet here you are with a faith so strong it cannot be shaken by anything.

Antitheists are as hypocritical and cognitively dissonant as carnists. Believe whatever you want, but here's a reality check: there are as many religions as there are people. The world has always had a diversity of belief, and always will. You will always have to share this planet with theists. Any program that seeks the eradication of all but one religion will always be a hugely destructive and traumatic failure, because humans are always looking to disagree with each other and explore new possibilities. And yes, at a certain point atheism becomes a religion, particularly when it becomes dogmatic and institutionalized. You're not special. You in particular have demonstrated a religiosity that is only comparable to the staunchest Christians.