Pretty damn bad. Everything feels so hopeless. Things just keep piling on and getting worse. Now I won't have phone/Internet service to help me talk to friends and help distract myself from my disabilities/health issues/chronic pain/life issues etc which is extra sucky since I'm pretty much bedbound. So I won't have a connection to the outside world anymore. And I still haven't figured out how to help my poor kitty and I hate that she's suffering and I'm too non-functioning and broke to do anything about it. I'm overwhelmed and I don't know why I'm posting this and it probably makes no sense but I'm trying not to dump my issues on my poor friends. So I guess I'm screaming into the void, I dunno. I'm sorry. I hate myself lol