It’s jealousy. It’s the kid that gets what he wanted then gets angry because he sees someone with something better. That’s going to keep happening no matter what you get. The demon you need to conquer is within. It’s jealousy.

This you? A person who automatically attributes opinions they disagree with with negative emotions or negative personality traits isn't someone I have the patience to educate in an endless conversation I've already had plenty of times.

If you do genuinely want to have your beliefs challenged, I would suggest you to read Capital in the 21st Century (written by a non-socialist, mind you), but since I presume you aren't going to bite and read a book that long, you can also check the channel "Unlearning Economics", which does specifically focus on the neoliberal points you're regurgitating.

I'm not a tankie/stalinist either. If there's a radical change in the economic system I defend, that's for an economy widely based on worker-consumer cooperatives, with a state that handles redistribution in the extremes, social services and infrastructure, not an all-controlling state.