Torn between that feeling of complete apathy to the work I do, and a burning passion to protect the area of knowledge and ability that I've carved out for myself.

Like, on the on hand: couldn't give melted diarrhoea in a plastic cup, as much as the work gives me the bum squirts due to stress. But on the other hand: I will ball my fist around a roll of dollar coins and smack a bish who steps on my plot.

Ugh, COVID is running rampant with PAX (I mean there is PAX pox but now with COVID...). I just hope I don't get it for the 2nd time, I'm already dealing with possible long covid stuff from last year (though I will say, that I took the risks so I only have myself to blame it just sucks).

Oh I almost forgot.. I had a pork & wild emu sausage roll for lunch at the pub. It was ok but nowhere near as good as the one from the bakery the other week. I can say I've eaten the coat of arms now though.

just reheated stuff from the freezer for dinner tonight, there is a mystery meat pie as well as pizzas ???? 😂

11pm and I crave sausage in bread. Nothing I can do about it.

Maybe tomorrow I go to Bunnings and eat 2 sausage. Maybe even 3 sausage.

Somethings up with my iPhones alarm volume. I seem to be waking up later than usual. Didn’t have this issue on my android. Might have to bring my android out again for alarm

Tonight marks the final countdown to a job done! Regretting my decision to see the weekend out, am very over and done with it all.

I didn’t order the rain deluxe for this afternoon. Might send it back to sky chef.