The US taxpayer is forced to subsidize many things they may find indefensibly immoral, but there is really no recourse for that.
On the one hand, that sucks. On the other, allowing them to pick and choose which subsidies to give their money to sets a dangerous precedent. While one person could refuse to subsidize livestock farming, another could refuse to subsidize public healthcare, education or transit.
I'm not sure there's a pathway to letting the taxpayer choose what to support that results in universally good things, especially in the modern political climate.
Edit: if it's any consolation, a truly miniscule amount of your personal tax payment goes to these subsidies. While I understand that's still reprehensible from a principled perspective, your reimbursement would likely be in the number of cents. I'd be surprised if the amount cleared even $10. These subsidies mostly work because of the scale of the collection, not the individual contribution.