Was looking for a place to rant about ward.

Something I've noticed about ward that I don't remember feeling about worm is the dread, constant dread of what's going to happen next, so much so though sometimes I dread reading it because I know my beloved characters are gonna get hurt. After learning about Kenzie's childhood during her pov interlude and then the ending of Gary's interlude I actually had to put worm down and step away because it fucked me up. Like my stomach actually dropped. I wanna know that she's ok but I feel she won't be and I don't want to check the wiki because last time I did that I spoiled something that happens between weld and sveta