Evil grants don't apply for themselves. YET.

"Special purpose" is unsettling.

I just meander without purpose, going whichever way feels good. The unaimed arrow never misses.

I invite discord to create a gaming chat app that is lightweight and highly optimized so I can use it while I game without a noticable hit to my resources, not a badly optimized, bloated platform unto itself that keeps on fattening up with useless features.

They aren't obligated to use any engine and haven't been using CryEngine for years, it's on their own fork of Lumberyard called Star Engine. No game is legally obliged to use any 3rd party engine. They have a license to use it but that just gives permission, it's not an obligation. That lawsuit was an act of desperation by CryEngine as they faced bankruptcy. They settled for pennies on the dollar out of court as it was less expensive than going to trial.

Star Engine 4.0: https://youtu.be/nWm_OhIKms8?si=UuTM6wuAn9NiwjHC

Waking up with anxiety after 3-5 hours of sleep is because you are building up cortisol (stress hormone) levels while you sleep to the point where they wake you up. See a counselor and a doctor. You need both of you want lasting improvements. I have a rather severe anxiety disorder, waking up anxious in the middle of the night was once a nightly ritual, now it's pretty rare, only when something particularly anxiety inducing is going on.

No, it's a different mentality. There's the player who dies, laughs, then respawns. Then there's the player that can never die without blaming someone else. The enemy tactics were cheap, they were hacking, the game is unbalanced, their teammates fucked up, etc. It's infuriating to deal with. Instant block when I run into these overgrown children.

They are not reporting on important stories that make trump look bad. Things that would have been front page headlines 7 years ago. They want to stay in business under fascism and are showing the GOP they can toe the fascist line.

He is actually incredibly intelligent and a war criminal. Graduated in the top 2% of the Harvard Business School, he's not simple. He's just recorded often enough that it became easy to paint him as simple, bringing forward his little stupid slip ups we all make. He's a cunning, evil man.

The unspoken part of that argument being they deep down desire a world that has no non-white, disabled, queer people in it at all and don't understand others don't think that way.

Tiny screens that can access almost the totality of human knowledge and creativity.

I'm 37. I'm on disability in BC for my mental health. I have 5 random craigslist roommates in a dilapidated old house. There are no other options. I hate having roommates, I prefer to live alone with some dignity. There is ALWAYS some shitty, childish drama going on, it's exhausting being the oldest.