Thank you. I definitely need to try moving slower through life
I'm planning to. I just need to structure my thoughts into a legible form so that I can talk about it. Maybe that's what this post is about
Aw cool, so does that mean maps of the world are stereographic projections?
Finding the area under a function in calculus. Super cool to me, for some reason. Imagine trying to make a small grid and counting out the area under a curve - you'd still be pretty inaccurate and it'd take forever.
PetroDragonic Apocalypse incoming
Depression Meets Delirium is a fantastic psych rock band name
Internet history is so much more interesting than the history you find in schools
Wait, does kbin.social remove exif data automatically?
Damn you, now I've lost the game
Yeah it is. I still find it funny though
It's hopeless isn't it? We complain about destroying the planet and being a horrible species, but both you and I are part of the problem.
Indulgence is selfish and being selfish is the reason humans have gotten to this point. But everyone's going to be selfish, so why shouldn't I be? There's no hope of the world recovering. Might as well have a metaphorical doomsday party.
I hope I can have a peaceful death. One without horrible pain and fear leading up to it. Killing myself seems like the best way for that. Instead of dying slowly from disease, I can shoot myself and be gone before the pain starts. But again, the fear of death is so horrible... No matter how much I think about the fact that it's just nothingness, it's still terrifying. Before I was born I experienced nothingness, and it was fine. Returning to nothingness would be fine. But I'm so scared despite that
Sorry that you've been through so much