That's actually how I found pixel dungeon, haha. I was looking for another game that hit like powder. Powder is like Pixel dungeon if you removed all of the code meant to ensure seeds are beatable during level generation then added a bunch of gods that will do things like upgrade your weapons if they like you or straight up flamestrike your ass if they dislike you. It also has more intricate item interactions. For instance, one of the stronger things you can do in Powder is as follows.
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Dig a hole in the ground
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Fill with holy water
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Drop a mace in the holy water pool
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Freeze the pool
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Unfreeze/dig out the pool again
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Holy ice mace. Go forth and conquer
You got this. You've learned the most important lesson college has to teach, which is "failure isn't the end of the world." You sound like you've got a good head on your shoulders and like you care about the people around you. I love you, and I'm so incredibly proud of the person you've grown into