[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 25 points 2 months ago

For me a lot of meltdowns feel like spiraling. Unable to communicate how I feel, feeling alone/separated, racing thoughts that run the gamete from anxious to depressing. Typically I want to reach out and connect to someone but I can't and that makes it worse somehow. It's scary to deal with especially as a lot of it feels so irrational yet it has a real impact.

[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 24 points 3 months ago

I get this, but in my feet. Just have to rub the bottom of my foot on something and hope for the best. Suuuuucks.

[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 21 points 4 months ago

We're definitely fucked. The media has done a bang up job of protecting Trump while pushing fascist talking points to make Biden look bad. Dems don't have a candidate that would rally the base. Maybe Newsom but I doubt it. Especially this late.

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Being 'to negative' (midwest.social)
submitted 6 months ago by IvyRaven@midwest.social to c/autism@lemmy.world

So I'm a shut-in with a ton of problems and no money. My life revolves around World of Warcraft and Destiny 2 which is sad in its own right I'm sure. Anyway every single time I try to find a community (guild or clan) it goes to hell within a month or so. They always say I'm too negative about the game or my performance. No matter what I do/say it apparently always comes across as 'negative' and they see it as hurting their community. Funny enough these communities are always dead and I'm talking into a void trying to engage people.

Sorry I'm not sure why I'm posting this. Just had another group tell me I was getting kicked due to negativity and I'm so tired of it. I don't have any friends, I'm always starting over from scratch and even if I try my hardest it still ends the same way. Don't even feel that I'm being negative since I just say bugs me. Sorry. Feel like I could cry, because of everything, and I can't even do that.

[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 25 points 10 months ago

They wanted to get rid of Mayfield so bad for Watson. Then have Watson out for most of the season. Browns reaped what they sowed.

[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 26 points 10 months ago

Haha I used to reserve rush an IG army occasionally and this was definitely something that could happen. Either this pic/post is old or they never changed those rules because I haven't played in 10-12 years.

Why you always, and I mean ALWAYS, include some sort of non-edge entry unit. Drop pod(s), Valkeries, some kind of hover bike, etc.

[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 26 points 11 months ago

Maybe a cynical outlook, but 'AI' becoming such a big deal is only going to serve as a means to take out the human element. Why have a person narrate or write your nature show when you can have 'AI' mimic a known quantity.

[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 22 points 1 year ago

O'Brian and he's here to suffer. I mean transporter work. And suffering.

[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 47 points 1 year ago

Rails against disinformation then puts disinformation in their meme. To be clear saying the Palestinians did it, in the meme, is the disinformation as it would have been Hamas. And they do not represent all Palestinians.

[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 36 points 1 year ago

Just more monopolies coming I'd wager. Disney is supposedly looking at buying EA. Microsoft and Sony have shown they both would rather buy companies and consolidate studios over how it was before.

As others have said it'll be not good for the gamer/consumer. Nor will it be good for people working in the industry.

[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 77 points 1 year ago

Micrsoft's gaming head honchos were talking about making a monopoly. And it's clearly the goal. They don't care about gamers or games just hurting Sony (they said their main goal was to kill Playstation). The ActiBlizz acquire showed them they can buy anyone. Monopolies of any kind are bad, and this would be horrible.

[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 20 points 1 year ago

Nothing more fun then trying to explain how I feel and instead just ramble without explaining how I feel. I want to care about things or get excited for things but I just can't. Is that part of this? Definitely can't seem to explain how I feel which is frustrating in its own right.

[-] IvyRaven@midwest.social 28 points 1 year ago

Personal experiences will always vary too. I'm sadly a non-passing trans woman who identifies as a lesbian. Saying it's been impossible to find someone who would want to be with me is... putting it nicely. Some of that struggle is not tied into being trans, but my trans-ness is the thing they will interact with first and it has always meant they pass. But again this is just my own experience.

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