I've been there several times. Intend to lean that way, and yeah it's a sign of depression. Everyone experiences it at some point, but if it's lasting then yeah seek outside help. I also agree with @MrJamesGumb. When I'm down if I can build something or fix something it helps. Building a Gundam or Lego kit allows you to actively see that you're making progress on something. And that little bit of "things are moving and improving" can help to pull me out of my slump.
MyDarkestTimeline01
If you're willing to go off the beaten path and take in some indie fare:
Bellflower
Ink
All Heroes Must Die(also known as VS)
Vast of Night
Man, Tiamat was a fun boss. Push through. Let me know when you get to the pigeon killing contest.
Monster Hunter Wilds.
If my memory serves me, I believe Payphones also had government backing in the US. They were seen as a public work so the phone companies that owned them received governmental assistance to help cover cost. Now there's no gov. aid to help cover cost which means they make sure consumers pay more to maintain their profit margins.
And also inflation.
Can I borrow like......$100? I'll pay you back right after Silk Song releases.
I don't know man. When I was younger you couldn't get me to listen to anything other than mainstream rock. But I came off a.stint of playing games like The Flame and The Flood, Hunt: Showdown, and of course Red Dead Redemption 2. And it just.....clocked for me. Now my Spotify can't tell if I love Grunge, Punk, or Folk.
This is the Song that Doesn't End -Lambchops Play Along
Chuck Ragan.
Also BOYSETSFIRE
Most likely math. Showing sequential numbers.
N'Erud theme from Remnant 2.