Just eat dinner with the family and that's it. While they were getting drunk I was in the darkness of my room watching YouTube and porn. And went to sleep. It is pathetic but I don't know what else to do.

You can't get a new family

Bingo

What are you talking about

Warehouse job. I got that job thanks to my brother. The experience is worth nothing I guess since nobody calls me

I don't think you understand. What's skills? People want expensive studies skills, nobody wants middle school education with bad accent speaking their language. I won't stalk people just to be insulted or accused. You just said it, it's impossible.

Do you use the pen often?

Note 8, wow that old? Does that even work nowadays, the updates must had killed the ram

Nothing, just YouTube. I can't afford anything and most media sucks

The only job hunting I can do is using apps. Nobody will put "hey we need inexperienced people right now" sign in their door. I'm mostly all day home (unless I receive a call for a useless meeting, which usually aren't in person anyways, just video chat), buy groceries, gaming, 🌽, self service "love", sleep, repeat.

Feels like I failed. Which I have, but I don't want a physical reminder.

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