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Just think about it: if a random co worker or something finds out that it's your birthday and tells you "happy birthday"... Do you really think he gives a single fuck about you? For real? Does he genuinely cares? Same scenario here, I'm a ghost, a nobody to y'all. So I'm sorry, I cannot believe you.

Tomorrow is my birthday and I couldn't care less fucks about it... I'm already dreading this year in c/casualconversation@lemm.ee

[–] Platypus 2 points 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) (1 children)

That first one is already impossible since I don't have money or the resources. Family has a dog already and I don't like it and no again impossible

Tomorrow is my birthday and I couldn't care less fucks about it... I'm already dreading this year in c/casualconversation@lemm.ee

[–] Platypus -2 points 3 months ago (1 children)

A real response. Thanks

Tomorrow is my birthday and I couldn't care less fucks about it... I'm already dreading this year in c/casualconversation@lemm.ee

[–] Platypus 2 points 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) (2 children)

That shit isn't available here and the process of visiting a doctor is awful here. Plus I've never done drugs, I think. I wanna keep that clean. Not for any type of moral compass but because fuck it. I don't even smoke.

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Can you have a conversation with a stranger? do you have them often? (self.asklemmy)

submitted 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago) by Platypus to c/asklemmy@lemmy.world

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Because I honestly can't. I can barely talk with the very few people I know. Is just so out of my range. That's why I don't have friends or a partner and I don't see that changing.

EDIT: no, responding comments here or asking this question ISN'T having a conversation for me. So I don't feel this as "progress".

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Being unable to be loved or embraced is sad. (self.goodoffmychest)

submitted 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago) by Platypus to c/goodoffmychest@lemmy.world

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I'm aware that I'm worthless but still can't turn off that libido or sexual desire and is killing me. Another thing to add to the list of failures as an male adult.

No job, own place, car, friends, virgin. Why am I even alive?

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Someone here that has never being in a date or asked someone to a date... Why? (self.asklemmy)

submitted 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago) by Platypus to c/asklemmy@lemmy.world

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I saw that other post about worst dates and honestly can't relate since I've never dated anyone, I just wanted to know if I was the only one here. That's it, you don't have to go deeper if you don't want to

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Is driving a car this awful all the time? (self.asklemmy)

submitted 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago) by Platypus to c/asklemmy@lemmy.world

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I'm doing the driving lessons and I dread them every time. I don't feel like I'm improving much and it's just stressful. I feel like giving up. I'm only going because I passed the theory exam with that school, and i would had to spend more money (that I don't have) if I start again with other school, basically I'm too deep into it to stop.

Btw I now understand the hate towards manual cars. Automatic should be the only option, one less BIG distraction on the road, especially when you're new on these things, being too soft or too rough on the clutch is a matter of millimeters is ridiculous, watching the road, the signs, the traffic lights, the cars around you, the stupid people with their bikes, while fumbling in the car with the pedals is the worst... (unfortunately you must learn manual where I'm living).