Small things matter! And nobody else is any more or less important than you are. People are just small in general, and that's a good thing!
I'll noticeb if you're home. Everyone else commenting here is going to notice you're gone too. I'm sure there are people around that are going to notice as well. You might not have found your place, your people, or your purpose yet but that's fine. There's time enough for that, but only if you're still here.
The article itself is over a decade old and based on questionable data gathering and a faulty analysis processes. If you read the article they published they essentially didn't find anything, determined without providing evidence that other factors couldn't be a determining factor, and then data-dredging when they could find anything statistically significant to match their hypothesis.
SkeptVet article explaining the findings in detail.
Basically it was just shitty science.
So happy to see you post again! Hope today is a little bit better than yesterday.