ev1lchris

joined 1 week ago
[–] ev1lchris@lemm.ee 2 points 21 hours ago

I need treatment and I have health coverage in the USA. I think I really need to see a psychiatrist.

 

I have never been good at making money or having a job.

I have been on SSDI for Major Depression the last 20 years and have had multiple hospitalizations for wanting to off myself.

I feel quite worthless and useless. I have been trying to get a job for the past 5 years or so. I have had some success with a couple of internships but nothing real.

Now I am outside the country and the home I was living in is being sold and I am being ordered to vacate. I'm not even in the country yet so I might be losing all my personal possessions.

I really don't know what to do. I am thinking of ending my life. I don't even know where to go for treatment.

 

I'm homeless when I get to the USA.

I'm separated and a lot of my family hates me.

I kind of want to kill myself. I'm in Bangkok and a lot of people commit suicide here.

[–] ev1lchris@lemm.ee 22 points 5 days ago (2 children)

sad stuff... people voting against their interests

[–] ev1lchris@lemm.ee 2 points 1 week ago

How did the bald Asian guy come into the picture? I missed it.

 

Hi everyone, I live in HPP. Anyone else on the Big Island?

[–] ev1lchris@lemm.ee 2 points 1 week ago

Deep inside my butthole for some reason.

[–] ev1lchris@lemm.ee 4 points 1 week ago

There were just a cumulative collection of Subreddit mods that had banned me over the years.

I made a comment on a subreddit I was banned on and they decided to ban me for life.

[–] ev1lchris@lemm.ee 11 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Hopefully Lemmy becomes bigger than Reddit. I was banned from Reddit for life and it's unfair because it's up to the whims of various moderators.

 

Is the horror movie 'Grafted' any good?

[–] ev1lchris@lemm.ee 2 points 1 week ago

Didn't really care for this one.

The movie poster and trailer kind of implies that there will be more than 2 Mickeys running around. The alien species thing was weird. Not interesting or entertaining.

 

Lately I have been using mp3streams on Kodi to listen to full albums.

However, sometimes it stops in the middle of songs and skips to the next song.

Are there any alternatives to mp3streams? Maybe ones that do not require Kodi?

[–] ev1lchris@lemm.ee 2 points 1 week ago

Rest in peace