Rest days are important! Depending on what you're doing of course but ya need to rest
Good luck on the throne
Er wolle jedoch "keine Belastung für meine Partei" sein. Deshalb habe er FDP-Chef Lindner seinen Parteiaustritt mitgeteilt. "Ich distanziere mich damit nicht von den Grundwerten meiner Partei"
Es wird sich wohl nix ändern
I’m really convinced everyone in my life really sees me as a full time chore
I can all but guarantee you're the only one in your life who thinks that. I know someone a little bit like that (thinking everyone is just being nice when they're actually annoyed) and it's steady work to make them feel loved.
We don't do that shit because we have to - we don't - we do it out of real love.
Suicidal thoughts aren't a scheme, you didn't chose to feel this way. Which means you're not an abuser for feeling them.
The rest if your paragraph goes a bit off the rails, not sure how literal you mean it though.
There's no Truman Show, no psyop, no great charade.
What people do in real life when they hate someone is they stop engaging. If any of your friends got tired of you you'd notice. They'd disappear from your circles.
Lastly, please take care of yourself.
You seem aware of your struggles, so if you are in a position able to seek help please do so. No, you're not wasting anyone's time, it's ltierally therapists job to figure out how to help people.
They chose this job, and they will do it as long as necessary.
In that case, maybe check if a nearby gym has free trials or affordable sessions with a coach.
Sometimes exercises are a bit unintuitive and need attention to specific movements.
So i should start building my free energy pirate station soon? :p
Yeah im curious about it but it sounds like lossy-er solar farming.. Perhaps its about surface area and around the clock availability?
Now i imagine pirate power radiostations..
Almost like Vraska and Jace from MtG
Ignore my previous attemot at this comment, I'm too tired
Asking for help us a sign if strength, not weakness.
I know that because i find it extremely hard to ask for help.