I think your heart is in the right place, but I wonder how you feel about tools and their quality vs. cost.
There are many easily made arguments to pay extra for quality, as you pay less in the long run, which is an idiom ("cheap tools you always buy twice") but also very true in most cases. Then what about paying extra for ergonomics, reducing strain on your body and preserving health?
And then there's the question where the line is between a hammer and a table tennis racquet.
Again, I think your heart is in the right place. There are few things more ridiculous, I feel, than absolute beginners of a sport in full brand gear from head to toe, even the stuff nobody who really practices the sport won't actually use. But then you've been playing table tennis for a few years. How much is your current gear holding you back? True it takes a lot of effort to learn about what you like and need, but it definitely pays off. Why don't you borrow a racquet from one of the other players once in a while for a match to get a feel for what you like?
EU servers might be worth something to some people, depending on where they are in the world. And while 190% is indeed "way more expensive", relatively speaking, it's still "well under" your goal of EUR 2 per month.