Wtf???

I never even fucking said that dude. I asked this shit because I've had experiences with edibles that DO motivate me to draw and do things I used to love doing. My art quality tends to be a bit better when high, but the goal isn't to "draw better". The goal is to be motivated enough to even do it.

Motivation is a severe issue with me due to really bad ADHD. I've been on meds my whole life, but it can't fix my motivation. I already draw pretty well, I'm fairly smart, too, but having no motivation KILLS all of that.

I find it to be a shit comparison to compare wanting to be cool to just wanting to hone in on my fuckin craft and get back into doing something I enjoy/that im good at.

Side note: Alcohol DOES NOT MAKE ME COOL; it makes me nerdy as shit after actually trying it for the first time. I develop a British accent and begin rambling about psychology and insects. Im not English, never have been, Im bonafide afro-american. But alcohol kills inhibitions and brings out that nerdy autism in me. TLDR: it stops me from masking... and makes me British...? I'm forever saving alcohol for private occasions.

I don't need alcohol at all nor crave it, but its effects interest me for educational reasons