While I'm lying there thinking about how I'm still horny and unfulfilled, my partner is already off washing, getting dressed, and ready to leave (we don't live together).

Since I started HRT three years ago, it hurts to have sex like we used to. I have mentioned this numerous times, but it's "the only way" my partner can get off, apparently. I have mentioned that I need more time, more attention, more patience.

My partner loves and appreciates my long hair, my babysoft smooth skin, my perky tits, my ass, my slender frame, and my dick. But not enough to take the time to properly foreplay or focus on my needs. I've even done what other women do: fake orgasms so they feel better about their self :/

It continues to drive a wedge between us, because I need more, and I am not getting it from my partner. I crave affection, touch, and intimacy. I need to be held, maybe for hours.

I feel like I should start charging people for orgasms, because I don't get anything else out of the exchange.