I can’t seem to shake off the loud “It’s Gay” inside my head when something like that happens.

a very small part of me is glad i'm gay when i encounter one of the many ways that straight men are so terrified of being perceived as gay. it's a bit like watching the video of a child freaking out in shallow water because he couldn't touch the ground only to be corrected by being pushed into standing; except that this casual homophobia has MASSIVE impacts on people's psyches and how they treat others.

I find it interesting to watch people's behaviors in various circles. Some are very physically affectionate among friends or even acquaintances, others are super awkward, but then those super awkward people are incredibly physically affectionate with pets (wrestling with them in the grass, picking them up, snuggling with them on the couch, etc). It's an interesting cultural dynamic to watch.

People have interesting social filters that drop at a moment's notice when pets or alcohol are involved, haha.