The weekends.

I figured out how to feel better. It's what we've been told all along but didn't want to hear. From the outside it looks like a prescription for a miserable, dull, joyless life. In reality it opens up the possibility of feeling good, happy, and free.

The question.

the hope that half-life 3 will come out eventually

Oxygen

Video games, beers and blows.

Ritalin.

Free porn on my phone

My dogs

Substance abuse

The idea that I may escape America one day. My version of the American Dream is leaving.

i have a test today and honestly if i died right now i would be really mad because i'd have studied for nothing

so i guess i keep going because i have and am doing a bunch of stuff and i don't want that to go to waste

God.

Spite and hatred is the only reason I bother to wake up and endure another day.

Cheerful vitriol

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Spite for the razor in my wallet.

Millions of years of evolution.

Substanz abuse, my Cat and I'm think to much about how some people would feel if I go

The fact that I'm still on this planet

The simple joys in life. My relationship with my hubby, cooking a good meal, having a decent cup of tea, reading a good book, there are so many reasons to enjoy life.

Caffeine and suger.

The promise of a hot cup of coffee in the morning.

People trying to get me to second-guess my doubts that there's anything to keep me going.