The lighter side of ADHD
I remember completely blanking out several miles of driving and coming back almost driving off the road. One minute I am barely outside of the city I worked in, the next I am "waking up" about 2 miles from home, having managed to completely lose my memory of taking all the turns necessary to get to where I was.
"That light was green, right?"
I'm sometimes prone to this happening, but once I started driving a manual transmission, it hasn't occurred even once. I'm forced to pay more attention, and it's even fun sometimes! Downshifting to pass someone is such a joy 😁
Careful, this doesn't work when entering/leaving a city. I've done it dozens of times in my town because there's 3 fucking stop lights on the highway, yes highway, on the edge of town going 45-55 over a stretch of about 3/4 of a mile. There's more as you get further in town and the highway just becomes a regular road for a couple miles but by then you're in traffic and not as easily distracted.
"Highway Hypnosis" is a well documented phenomenon. Your body is essentially autopiloting the drive. It most commonly happens when you're driving a route you're familiar with, like a commute.
This happens to me while on my ebike sometimes and always gets me into the most dangerous close calls
And it doesn’t only happen to people with ADHD.
There’s a big difference between highway hypnosis and offloading the processing to your unconscious. Consciously processing the information that is coming at you while driving is just too much. Noticing everything.
Approaching intersection. Light is green. Four way intersection. Nobody turning left. Car in front of me holding speed. Black car. Behind me car holding speed red car. Pedestrians crossing in line with traffic on other side of street. No pedestrians this side. Light is still green. Car in front is still black. Car in front slowing slightly. Lane change behind me car is now green and matching my speed. Car turning right at intersection is silver and stopped to give me right of way.
Whew.
But some people definitely don’t see as much as others.
Consciously processing the information that is coming at you while driving is just too much. Noticing everything.
Approaching intersection. Light is green. Four way intersection. Nobody turning left. Car in front of me holding speed. Black car. Behind me car holding speed red car. Pedestrians crossing in line with traffic on other side of street. No pedestrians this side. Light is still green. Car in front is still black. Car in front slowing slightly. Lane change behind me car is now green and matching my speed. Car turning right at intersection is silver and stopped to give me right of way.
Whew.
Ironically, this is the reason I love my motorbike. I can ride for hours in that state, and it feels amazing, like it's feeding the hyperfocus, hyperactive part of my brain.
The second I stop though, I'm exhausted.
Motorcycles are amazing. It's like making your drive an act of mindfulness.
Couldn't agree more. Also, same goes for driving a manual car(to a lesser extent). I feel like a stick shift should almost be mandatory for people with ADHD cause I always felt it made me a safer driver.
Once you become comfortable enough with driving, it because an unmonitored process. The body will control the car according to what you have practiced, freeing you to think.
My problem is when I snap back and have to actively think about where I am and where I need to be.
It's always fun to wonder what I have narrowly avoided while I was day dreaming.
I genuinely feel safer when I zone out. It's like a completely different, subconscious part of my brain takes over and does a better job. Otherwise, I'm fixating on all the wrong things: what does that vanity plate say?! WTF is that billboard even trying to advertise? etc.
I've had to react (successfully) to things in that state enough times that I'm confident in my brains ability to quickly snap back.
I really don't think it's our brains just checking out. For me, it feels more like my brain decided that the memory of driving wasn't important enough to record.
Very well could be that. I never feel like I check out until I snap-to and realize I don't remember the last 30 miles.
"Did I just teleport??"
Once I couldnt remember a drive of ~3 hours... Teleporting is real ~.~
I don't drive long distances much any more ... but in the last few years when I did go on a long drive ... I often fantasized of completely zoning myself out willingly.
Not to the point of losing control and crashing the car ... but of just going on autopilot and driving and driving and driving and driving until I ran out of gas, then fuel up and do it again for days and days and days and just forget about everything.
I’ve done this far too many times.