Platypus

I'm not going to invest more in me that I'm already doing. Sometimes I feel like giving up even more on me that I'm already doing right now, I'm tired.

I'm not complaining I just found it weird something like that needs abbreviation in an already simple enough language

"just to" doesn't work for me. I'm not trying to turn you down, I'm just not wired that way

I have 2 guitars and gave up on those long ago, still can't play shit. So you tell me. I don't have social skills, I'm aware. But that's me. That's who I am, does that mean I'm cursed to be alone and miserable just for that? Meanwhile there's horrible, disgusting criminals out there getting laid and even married? Am I worse than that just because I don't socialise?

What if I can't show genuine interest then. Because that's my regular state

SO sounds like a military term to me

Isn't that faking though? I most likely wouldn't care about someone else interest, I'm probably into her body and looks and more sentimental part obviously. Hobbies and stuff can be whatever, I don't like to share my hobby with people and I bet she wouldn't care or call it childish.

I don't understand abbreviations, especially in English that's it., why THAT needs it anyways, sounds weird like that. Not my language I guess