anthony

Went to bed when I felt tired at around 8pm, woke up at 5:30am before my alarm went off at 6.

Like everyone talks about how nice my ex-friends are, but they were rude to me, called me an annoying bug and stuff, and pretended they didn't know me. And I genuinely want to see them as great people like everyone else sees.

This is going to sound stupid, but one day I was talking with my ex-friend "Carol". While we were friends, someone said the word "heterozygous". Carol mentioned that she was straight, so I jokingly said "hetero, like you, Carol!'

She acted as if I called her a slur and got very offended, saying "How dare you call me 'hetero'?!" so I apologized.

(We are ex-friends because of drama [not this], which is kind of a long story, but I guess not the point of the post.)

I have heard many straight people call themselves "hetero", though, including myself when I thought I was straight.

I'm starting to suspect that something's wrong with me. I oversleep, I sleep very deeply, and I feel nothing every single day. Just... emptiness and boredom no matter what.

It was pretty good. We can discuss it here, maybe.

She really thinks I am goofy in the head and told me to "just be normal" like my sister... My dad got really pissed at her for that...

I can't talk to my dad though because he is mean to my sister and thankfully doesn't live with us.

Seriously, I sleep through alarms and people calling my name even in the same room.

Ok, so I don't feel much sexual attraction to others, but if we're close enough and they're very special to me, I won't mind having sex with them and am pretty open to doing it regardless of feeling attraction or anything like that. The attraction is there, but it feels different.

hi. i’m not quite sure who i am but im new to the system. so my legs feel really weird. in my “source”/inner world, i can walk somewhat but i use a wheelchair , and it doesn’t feel like the body’s legs are mine. i’m also quite a jittery person so i may not type correctly.

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So, our sister (14F) has a school counselor, I believe, in her school. She is going to see her again this year. (We use we because we're plural).

The counselor says she cannot affirm the identities of people who are LGBTQ+, such as gay, bi, or under the trans umbrella. She also believes that being transgender is linked to mental illness and that she can't affirm people who are trans because it will "make their mental health worse" or something. The host is transmasc and when she referred to him as her brother, who happens to be trans, she said that he was really a girl and that in 2 years, he would "grow out of it".

In my opinion, it sounds unprofessional but I can't talk to anyone I know because they would agree with the counselor.

It's really weird, so we felt kind of dissociated and in a trance, and we do sense him and it feels like we're watching a movie in our mind and he's there. It feels like a blurry presence.