The orphan crushing machine

No serious health problems and make enough money to not be homeless and have minor luxuries.

As soon as I get cancer or some serious health issue, or about to be homeless, c'est la vie and good fucking riddance.

Just good ass coffee

Lisa needs braces.

what keeps the water going while it makes its journey from the Alps to the sea?

Mornings are pretty nice.

The next chapter of The 100 Girlfriends Who Really, Really, Really, Really, Really Love You

Edit

On any other day:

When a new chapter gets released:

Not asking that question

Waiting for the day we finally and collectively eat the rich.

Figuratively: my family Literally: caffeine and sugar

I really like learning things and every day I'm here, I have the opportunity to learn more.

I like reading books, having meals with my spouse, seeing friends, listening to music, dabbling with my hobbies, and petting our cat.

Oh; and drugs

I've started blogging about videogames. So I'm just enjoying writing about stuff and looking forward to my posts on Wednesdays. No one reads it but it's nice to write my thoughts down about games that I play.

My lucid dreams are unspeakably realistic, comprehensively and indistinguishable from reality. It's like waking up each night into a horrible dystopia.

In my nightmares, there's a global autocracy, a kind of maximalism of pain which forces people into mass slavery, but it's not even according to their whims, it's simply a price for existing.

I'd go on but it's too spooky and sad.

The rest of the time life's pretty good.

The delusion that the world will inevitably turn out fine, despite occasionally saying the opposite. That, and the massive amount of stuff I still wanna do (games to play) and experiences to be had (music to be listened to, shows to be watched, computer mumbo jumbo to be learned)

Sunsets and sunrises; a butterfly. Watching deer walk. The hope of a healthier, happier, world for everyone.

I'm too fucking lazy to kill myself, that's what.

The next Warframe expansion

Sheer fucking will? A night of sleep? LSD? I dunno.

gaming,developing sites,lemmy,discord,etc

Legs

The self-destructive voice is a liar. We do not listen to them.

KREBS cycle and curiosity

Anti-depressants.

Video games, tbh. Absolutely love it when a new, good FPS drops.

My family and my dream as cliched as it sounds

Blåhajar

Weed

I DON'T KNOW

Death being the most boring shit I can possibly imagine is pretty high on the list.

You're looking at it.

Providing for my family.

The thought that I might eventuelly find someone who I can share my life with and I would share hers.